3rd Week

Stepping into the 3rd week of the medical program, I am seriously doubting my abilities.

It's only the 3rd week, and so I have not even switched into the Study Mode (if I even have one).

But this is exactly what is giving me stress.

I have a journal to write. I've already decided that I would be writing it in a book. And that I would write weird things to complement my weird lecturer.

I have a ton of books that I'm supposed to stuff into my little brain.

I have another ton of lecture notes I need to read through as I did not even care to listen during lectures.

I have weird lecturers who teach weird stuff.

I have PBLs to attend.

I have SDLs where I'm supposed to self-study. But I use the time to sleep instead. If that's not what I'm doing, I'd probably be wasting my time away anyway.

And best of all, I'm having a modular assessment just another 2 weeks away.

Can I survive 5 years of this??